I sleep until there is no light.
I'm wide awake all through the night.
Dinner may suck but I'll take a bite, I do whatever I can.
My muscles stiffen through the day.
Discomfort never goes away.
Someone should throw me away. I feel like a garbage can.
Throw me away, I've got no use.
Throw me away, I'm nothing to lose.
Throw me away, I feel like shit.
I am useless. I know, I know nothing at all.
I'd take a stand, but I know I'd fall.

This is exactly how i feel most of the time.
Isnt Davey a genius for writing things that are
so true?
Finally bumped into Jolin today. she said i looked
different and this is what she said abt me to her
friends, " She's very emo" ..How embarrassing right?
Thank God i was already leaving school with Diana.
And talking abt Diana, she is so weird, all of a sudden
during class time she looks at me and starts bursting
into laugher or sometimes she laughs to herself.
weird much?
Tomorrow i've got cheerleading.How Gross!
But i've got 4 hours of break during which
i can write a poem for my ex love, who's still
in love with me btw. haha. I find that im too
queer for my classmates. Like my DP is of
Davey and Jeffree Star and they think cuz i've been
in a girl's school for too long thats why i like
it..i mean its ART, humans. And have i stated how
much i hate homophobics?!? stupid motherfuckers.
I Miss BABY Shar, LOVER Jan and MOMMY V x(((.
Are we ever gonna see each other?
I wanna watch The Hottie and the Nottie with them.
And im BEYOND SHOCKED after reading some people's
Blogs..you can learn so many things frm reading
one's blog.

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