I'm trying to make it through each day,
I'm falling apart now, in every way.
I'm finding it harder to get by,
There's a hole in my heart
and I don't know why
now I've come to realize,

I'm slipping away...

Thats not by me btw, its by Sum41.
okk. Right now its 12:45AM, Saturday night
and im chatting with Jan and msging Shar.
I went to AMK to do grocery shopping with
my family and i was banned frm talking to
my brother cus of us quarelling in the public:/
My chest felt so heavy and suffocating when i
was just standing beside the trolley to guard
the things. I dont know why but i feel so
isolated, so alone.
And sometimes i wish i had school so that i
cld always have smth to do, instead of sitting
alone and falling falling falling...
Sometimes i tear up cus i miss ppl and the
world's so horrible and i cant do anything
to make it better. At these times i feel like
i can go crazy just thinking abt this.
Maybe i do have psychological issues
but then agn, who doesnt have?
I wish i was granted un disturbed sleep
for 15 hours straight. that would be so
cool. I only can sleep 7 hours at a time.
This sucks big time..okk i kinda feel sleepy..
im gonna sleep now.

Snooze off'