Ever and A day
Lie in comfort of sweet calamity with nothing left to lose.
Lie in the darkness, I'm slowly drowned to sleep,
with nothing left to lose.
Three tears I've saved for you.
I'd retrace the steps that lead me here but nothing lives, behind me.
So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me,
with nothing left to lose.
Three tears I've saved for you.
Will you be my.. be my beloved?
Will you help..help me to get through?
Will you be my..be my destruction?
Will you help..help me to be through?
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" Whatever is born into this world, no matter how, and for whatever reason, is born to die "
-Christ The Lord:Out of Egypt by Anne Rice-

Just read S's blog..that kid is so depressed. But apparently a certain someone with the name starting with the letter 'R' makes my child very happy, no it isnt me if u were wondering:/

To Shar, with love:
Life, on its own, isnt great at all but some ppl insist it is. Those ppl are the ones who have been getting everything easy. There are so many things that stand in our way for us to be really happy..like school.rules.etc.. we cant do anything abt these kinda things even though we hate them so much but apparently some ppl can just pretend that they are perfectly happy with their life..
Life isnt great
Life isnt great
Life isnt a blessing
Life is not always a bliss
Life isnt great
Life isnt great.

call me cynical but thats pretty much the truth.
you.cant.stop.people.from.shaping.your.LIFE